Filled with dreams and a bunch of thoughts and views and judgements about almost everything in this world..Wants to lead my life the fun filled way with people around me..and the list goes on..In front of the world,am the girl brimming with confidence.. at least till my stint in Bangalore,I have always enjoyed life as I had everything I ever wanted to..But now,the real life starts :)
Yeah,I have this person in my life who is just like my parents.So Bangalore is a second home to me,thanks to X.Yes,X is my life here or rather defines my life here.Never in my life has anyone given me so much attention,so much of time,value and heeded all my sh** talks and pampered me.I am re-living my childhood in a way.And today,Jan 21st I again have to re-look at my actions.For all X is to me,I have been the lesser extent of exact opposite.Now what do I Do??
My amma,she calls me everyday saying you did not call me,you did not do this,you did not do that and so on.Probably yes,I dont find time for my parents and dear ones.Friends too have that opinion.Totally immersed in my fantasy world,ain't I??
Work-I feel lots to do and think I am working my a** off.But in reality,I could have just flew through all that and instead am going like a typical KSRTC bus!!God again..Lack of planning and disobeying of the 2 golden rules-smile and silence!!
Enough of my traumas :( :( :) :)..I realised!I realised !So,that is what matters..Buck up,get going :).I love you X,amma,appa,my beautiful friends and work..I will live up to all your expectations and wishes!!Signing off for now :)
